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How can you not see a big black man come on. Well lets see I’m not rich i do well if im working but not at the moment. I’m fat not grossly fat mi weight goes up and down not really 250 at the moment. I’m black meaning I’m dark black so a experience racism from whites and blacks/ Im not white so racism there and I’m dark black to black for some blacks so i experience racism there. I don’t scam I don’t steal I don’t cheat I don’t rob. I’m not a pro athlete I’m not musically gifted or have any marketable skill in home maintenance. I think I am invisible because of those things. I have let people run over me speak to me any kind of way. I love taking care of people but no one has taken care of me. Not a mother a father a wife sibling or child has been significant in my life. I write these things just to maybe start a conversation about the unfairness experience life can bring. I was watching a program where a woman started a post where she said she had cancer and she raised over 100,000 dollars and she got away with it for over 5 years. Now I worked in oncology my first experience in nursing and I know how prevalent it is. My question is How. why did their hearts go out to do that. But a ingle black man with the same real disease cant get cheeseburger from McDonalds without hassle. my guess is in the America the qay I described myself i don’t matter. I must be invisible I don’t even get negative attention. For spmeone who has given so much to so many and not get anything back. The thing is I’m not sad about it all so this is what life is and I would not give up on things but find a way to navigate life and hope things get better and if they don’t I count the blessings given to me. People say pray god doesn’t work that way its up to you to make things better/